I’m about to get on the plane soon and I’m terrified.

It isn’t my first or my last giant leap into the unknown, but each time, I’ve fallen into a paralyzed panic 24 hours prior to leaving.

I had to bail on yoga. Which would have probably helped but I just couldn’t. 

I’m currently lying paralyzed in bed which is my usual MO before a big trip, debating taking my new as needed Xanax script or not.